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Struggling with faith and feeling life is pointless, doubting the afterlife too

Salam alaikum. My iman has been low for a while. I haven't been praying regularly, but the tiny good thing is that deep down I want to draw closer to Allah-though I keep failing. I remember how a year ago I was really practicing: not just fard but sunnah prayers too, learning about Islam, and my faith was solid. That flicker of hope is fading, because just today I realized life seems meaningless. I'm not thinking of harming myself, but things feel pointless, like there's nothing to strive for. For the first time in forever, I saw the afterlife as not real-like I was seeing life from an atheist's eyes. I try to imagine the akhirah, but all I feel is darkness. I truly need help to believe again. A small piece of me still holds onto Allah, but whenever I reflect, doubts flood in. I know the basics to rebuild faith: salah, Quran, dhikr. And I'll push myself to restart these, inshaAllah. But please, I need advice on how to boost faith beyond these fundamentals. Maybe small things you've experienced that helped you, things rarely discussed but truly beneficial. I want to get closer to Allah, to believe in the afterlife once more, and to feel life has a purpose again. JazakAllah khair for reading till the end and listening.

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Man, that 'atheist eyes' moment is scary. What helped me was reflecting on small miracles-like how a seed turns into a tree. It's so beyond chance. And making du'a in sujood, just talking to Allah like He's right there. Don't give up.

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Akhi, I feel you. When I hit that wall, I started reading the Seerah again-not just facts, but really picturing the Prophet's (SAW) struggles. It made the akhirah feel real, like a home I'm traveling to. Also, try praying 2 rak'ahs with your heart, not just body.

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Bro, I was there. I started a gratitude journal-wrote 3 things Allah blessed me with daily. Tiny stuff, like the smell of rain. It rewired my brain to see His signs everywhere, and the darkness lifted slowly.

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