Seeking Spiritual Guidance on Embracing Islam - Need Advice and Reassurance

As-salamu alaykum everyone, I’m 25 (M) and I’m looking for some spiritual advice and support. For years I’ve been wrestling with the idea of becoming Muslim and it still follows me. My faith in God has been shaken by doubts that weigh on my heart. From 2021–2023 I identified as Christian, but I struggled deeply with the concept of the Trinity - I felt in my heart that Jesus is not God and that the Trinity didn’t reflect the true nature of God. Those doubts left me feeling lost and with a big spiritual emptiness. I want to believe that Allah is the one true God, but I’m afraid of how my family and friends will react if I convert. I’ve only been to a masjid once in my life. I want to go back, but I’m shy and worried about the changes that will come with choosing Islam. A few things I’d really appreciate hearing about: 1) How has faith in Allah changed your life? Personal stories would help me understand what to expect. 2) Is it frightening to be a Muslim in a world that often criticizes or misunderstands Islam? I’m aware of negative portrayals in western media that paint Islam as violent or hateful, and that worries me. 3) I’m also confused about women’s rights in Islam. Media portrayals say women are treated as less than men or face abuses. What’s the reality of how women are treated in Islamic communities? It seems to me that if women were truly seen as inferior, so many wouldn’t be part of the Muslim community. Any honest advice, personal experiences, or reassuring words would mean a lot. Jazakum Allahu khairan for reading and for any help. Rahimakallah!