Seeking Guidance as a New Muslim (Insha'Allah)
As-salamu alaykum, Insha'Allah everyone I was born into a group that turned out to be a cult - the Unification Church - whose founder claimed to be some kind of messiah. I grew up in that environment, but lately I feel like Allah has opened my heart and shown me guidance. I believe my soul can be saved if I stay sincere, follow what is right, and repent for what I was born into. I've been spending a lot of time reading the Qur'an, and it speaks to me in ways I never experienced before. I'm thinking about declaring the shahada on the first day of Ramadan. That’s what I want, but I’m worried it might be inappropriate or rushed. I think it would give me a clear starting point, which is why I’m considering it. Right now I feel pretty alone. I have the Book as guidance, but I’m by myself with my thoughts. I don’t fully trust my own judgment yet. I don’t know if my next steps will be on shaky ground or solid footing. I’d really appreciate some advice. If you were in my shoes, what would you do? Any practical steps for someone new to Islam would help - like how to find a local mosque or a trustworthy person to talk to, how to learn basic prayers, or how to approach declaring the shahada in a way that’s meaningful. Jazakum Allahu khayran. Insha'Allah I’ll find the right path. Edit: Sorry if any of this sounds clumsy - I’m still learning and trying to gain knowledge.