Salam, fellow seekers! Reflecting on Islam as Ramadan approaches

Assalamu alaikum everyone. With Ramadan right around the corner, I find myself thinking deeply about whether Islam is the right path for me. I've been learning about it for a long time-reading, praying, and trying to really understand. A lot of it speaks to me strongly, like the focus on salah, taqwa (God-consciousness), and having a direct connection with Allah (SWT). It feels true and grounding. But, honestly, I also have some big questions that keep holding me back. One major thing is how I hear about Shariah being a complete system for society, not just personal faith. I see places where it's applied very strictly and it makes me wonder about things like women's rights, freedom for minorities, and how people can live freely. Sometimes it seems like it wouldn't allow for much change or fit into today's diverse, global world. I know there are different ways to understand Shariah, but the loudest voices often make it sound fixed and unyielding. I also get confused by some of the strong talk I see online-like saying democracy is wrong or that Muslims must work to replace non-Islamic governments. Yet, I know so many Muslims in my community who live peacefully, contribute good to society, and follow their deen with kindness and balance. The gap between that peaceful practice and the harsh ideas is really tough for me to figure out. And then there are some beliefs that puzzle me. I hear about specific duas that promise Jannah or certain prayers that can hide sins on Yawm al-Qiyamah. I totally believe in Allah's mercy, but sometimes it feels too much like a simple formula, as if saying the exact right words matters more than truly changing your heart and living righteously. I struggle to fit that with the idea that we're all responsible for our own actions. So, overall, my heart feels pulled toward Islam, but my mind has these doubts about how it all works in practice and belief. I'm trying to tell what's really central to the faith and what's more about culture or history, but it's not always clear. I'm not trying to criticize; I just sincerely want to understand. Jazakum Allahu khayran in advance for any guidance you can share.