Salaam - Why is it so hard to keep doing the right things?
As-salaamu alaykum. When I choose what's good for me, my body and mind feel great. You'd think we'd naturally want to chase that feeling and let it keep us on the right path, right? So why is it such a struggle sometimes? For example, my daily walk. I love it and I feel amazing after walking. Still, some days staying at home and pacing around like a caged animal seems easier. All it takes is putting on my shoes and going, subhanAllah, but I stall anyway. Why? Or with food - when I eat wholesome, homecooked meals made from fresh ingredients, my body thanks me. Yet I still sometimes get the urge to drive out and pick up expensive, processed junk that will only cause tummy trouble, even though I've prepped healthy, tasty options at home. Why does that temptation feel so strong? At night, reading before sleep calms my mind and helps me fall asleep and focus the next day. Still I catch myself watching random videos I don't even care about, muted, zoning out. And at work, crossing tasks off my list feels so good, but I still procrastinate and end up anxious and dreading things. I don't get it. The right choices make me energetic, focused, and happy. The wrong ones leave me stressed and restless. Any thoughts or tips from a faith-minded perspective on how to keep choosing what benefits us, consistently?