Question about Islam from a former agnostic/skeptic believer
As-salamu alaykum - I hope I have that right! I’m someone who used to be atheist/agnostic in a secular Western country and recently started trying to come to belief in God after meeting a kind Christian woman. Because of that, I’ve been looking into different faiths to figure out what I truly hold to (I’m also skeptical about parts of Christianity). There’s a lot I respect about Islam - the discipline, emphasis on trust in Allah, and the duties to give charity and treat people well. Still, I have one big question I’m trying to understand. From what I’ve read, Islam doesn’t contradict sound science. Muslims are encouraged to use reason, seek knowledge, and study the world. Is that right so far? My main difficulty is with the idea that God’s word is absolute and the Qur’an is perfect and unchanged. Coming from a Western secular background that values critical thinking, this feels like a clash. Often when I look into why Islamic scholars hold certain positions on tricky issues, the explanation I see is basically “because Allah said so, and that settles it.” That answer leaves me unsatisfied and I’m wondering how that fits with the encouragement to think and learn. In science you form a hypothesis and change it if evidence contradicts it. It sometimes seems like Islamic reasoning starts with a conclusion and works backward to support it. Also, I struggle with the spiritual side of things. Even in Christianity I’ve found it hard - Paul’s comments about the role of the Spirit in belief resonate with me. Miracles, spirits, and things like jinn feel foreign and difficult to grasp. I want to stress that I find Islam beautiful and mean no disrespect by these questions. JazakAllahu khairan for any thoughts or guidance.