Please make du'a for me, JazakAllahu khayr
Assalamu alaikum. I've been feeling really cut off since I moved here in July. I haven't seen any friends or met any Muslims - there isn't even a masjid nearby. I've lived here for months and still don't know a single person. There's someone I deeply care about, and it feels like Allah separated us back in April. Since then I've been making du'a that if it's good for us, He brings us back together. We exchanged a few words in August, but she wasn't doing well. I told her she could reach out anytime and that I still cared. That was the last time we spoke. I keep hoping Allah is only delaying us for something better and that one day He reunites us and guides us to what is best. Every day feels lonely. I don't talk to anyone here - no friends, no family nearby. My mother and sisters encouraged me to move out, and I'm scared being alone will make things worse: waking up and going to sleep with nobody to greet me. I really dislike living here. I keep asking why I had to be separated from my friends and from the one I love. Please keep me in your du'as that Allah grants me patience, good company, and clarity about what's best. May He ease this loneliness and guide us to what will benefit us in this life and the next. Thank you.