Need some personal advice, please help
As-salamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh. PS: This is serious, I’m not a troll or bot. I’m a male, born to a Jewish family in Israel, way down south in a very remote desert area - like 80 km of dunes to the nearest city. I reverted to Islam almost six years ago when I was 13. My family was mostly secular, sometimes following traditions, but not particularly religious. Islam opened my heart and made sense to me about our purpose in this life. Allah (subhanahu wa ta'ala) has been my guide through many challenges. I still haven’t told my parents I’m Muslim, though that’s something I worry about less right now compared to other issues. My main concern I need advice on is that I have no Muslim friends, no local jama‘ah, and no mosque in the nearby cities. The closest communities are Bedouin towns, but those places have serious crime and gun violence problems. People there speak Hebrew and Arabic, but my Arabic isn’t strong, and there are different Bedouin dialects by area - I’m honestly afraid of going there and putting myself at risk. So I basically have no one to attend Jumu‘ah with. I speak Hebrew and English, and Russian very well. I’ve thought about moving out of my parents’ house, but I can’t afford it yet. I don’t have a driver’s license or a job. There is a small community of Circassian Muslims, but they’re all up north. If anyone reading this has practical advice - ways to connect with Muslims safely, how to attend Jumu‘ah when communities are far, suggestions for learning Arabic or finding local support, or steps I could take toward independence - I would be very grateful. JazakAllahu khairan for any help or dua. Wassalam.