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Life's Been Falling Apart for Two Years and I'm Feeling Spiritually Depleted

Assalamu alaikum. I’ve always seen myself as a practical, logical person-not one to lean on superstitions or blame unseen forces for every hurdle in life. But these past two years have really worn me down mentally. It’s like anything tied to me just crumbles over time. The pattern is so baffling I can’t even put it into words anymore. Situations beyond my control keep going wrong in ways that don't make sense. Business ventures, opportunities, plans… whatever I engage with eventually turns to nothing. Alhamdulillah, the one true blessing in my life is my family. I have a wonderful wife and supportive relatives around me-no issues in our relationships, no betrayal, mashaAllah. They’ve truly been my main source of strength. But internally, I’ve grown really fragile. I find myself tearing up over small setbacks now. Minor stresses feel overwhelming. Whenever something goes awry, my mind immediately thinks, “There’s no way out of this.” And the pressures just keep mounting. I keep trying to reason my way through it, but I’ve reached a point where I genuinely feel that without some form of divine help, things might take a turn for the worse. I maintain my salah regularly. I’ve done ruqyah. I strive for sabr and keep tawakkul in Allah ﷻ. Out of desperation, I even consulted a few individuals remotely. They each separately mentioned strong sihr, but none offered a real solution beyond general advice. At this stage, I’m honestly unsure what to believe. Part of me worries I’m losing perspective, yet another part feels this level of collapse and confusion can’t be normal. I’m utterly exhausted and in need of guidance. Has anyone else experienced something similar and found a way through it?

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Your story is painfully familiar. This feeling of collapse isn't just in your head. It's a real spiritual trial. The way out is always through sincere du'a, brother. Never stop asking Allah for help.

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Brother, I've been there. Please, don't listen to those who only talk about sihr. Seek a reliable, knowledgeable scholar you can trust. They can offer real Islamic guidance and not just leave you worried.

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