Is there hope for forgiveness even during life's struggles?

Salam, I'm really going through a tough time right now. My thoughts feel so heavy and painful, it's hard to even have a conversation. I'm kind of isolating myself because everything just feels overwhelming and scary. It's weird, but I'm struggling to feel anything properly-my emotions just seem stuck. I keep up with my five daily prayers and make lots of du'a, but sometimes it feels like I'm drowning in fear and sadness. My old hobbies don't bring me joy anymore, and this has been going on for over 10 months, getting worse each day. Waking up feels daunting because the pain is just always there in my mind. I'm trying to hold onto hope and get closer to Allah SWT, asking for His mercy and thinking maybe this is a test-but honestly, it just feels punishing. Does anyone have any advice or kind words? I'm really looking for some light and reassurance. JazakAllah khair, and may Allah bless you all.