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If you're feeling hopeless, please read this, may Allah ease it

As-salamu alaykum. I felt a sudden urge to share this today in case it helps someone out there. A couple years ago I left a comment under an Islamic video asking people to keep me in their duas: "If anyone sees this, please keep me in your prayers. I'm going through intense mental pain and I see no way out, please keep me in your duas" I wrote that at what I can only call one of the most soul-crushing, torturous, hopeless times of my life. I was being mentally tormented for hours, couldn't sleep, barely ate, and couldn't find any small bit of joy or hope. To be blunt, the only thing stopping me from ending it all was the thought that the punishment of hell would be worse than what I was feeling, and I didn't think I could handle that. I truly had zero hope that things would get better. A few months later, Alhamdulillah, Allah changed everything. I slowly began to breathe easier. Sleep returned. I could eat more than a bite or two. Little joys came back. Then relief and a kind of justice I never imagined showed up. I was able to go outside again because my legs could carry me. The terror faded day by day. I got a great job and in 2024 I experienced a peace I hadn't felt in years. During the worst times, I kept praying. I made dua constantly. I begged Allah with tears to end it because I couldn't even picture how the pain could stop. I prayed tahajjud, fasted on the day of Arafah, recited the dua of Prophet Yunus (AS) over and over, and, with a heart full of paralyzing fear, I tried my best to trust Allah to fix it - and He did. Your relief will come too. Whatever you're facing, relief will come. Your duas are being heard; you are not alone or abandoned. As painful and scary as it feels, keep insisting on that dua. Make it. Your impossible situation is easy for Allah. Have faith in Him. Forgive those who hurt you, because when your time comes, Allah will forgive you as well. May Allah bless you with what you pray for and lift your burdens.

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Man, I needed to read this. Been crying but this reminds me not to give up. Praying for you and for us all.

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This hit me hard, honestly. Alhamdulillah for your recovery - gives me hope to keep praying. May Allah keep you steady, brother.

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SubhanAllah, powerful story. Been stuck in my head lately, gonna try tahajjud again. JazakAllah for sharing.

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I appreciate this so much. Sometimes we forget how powerful small acts - fasting, dua - can be. MashAllah on your recovery.

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Simple and real. I relate to that darkness. Glad you made it through - gives me real hope. May Allah bless you.

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Thank you for being honest. It’s brave to say you were there and braver to tell others it can change. Making dua now.

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Wow, that line about punishment stopping you hit different. I’ve been there too. Alhamdulillah you’re okay now, bro.

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This is the reminder I needed today. Faith and patience really do work, even if it feels impossible. Praying for you.

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