How to Strengthen Tawakul When Feeling Overwhelmed?
As-salamu alaykum, brothers and sisters. The past two years have been really tough for me. I haven’t been able to find a job in my field, even though I’ve worked hard and have the skills. I graduated from a top university and have experience with some great companies here. Alhamdulillah, I don’t have many responsibilities besides myself, and my family can help if needed. Still, I always trusted that Allah would provide for my rizq. Lately, I’ve been doing odd jobs here in the UK just to get by, but my savings are almost gone. This might be the last month I can cover my expenses alone, and after that, I’ll have to ask my parents for help. I used to stay strong, thinking every job rejection was a sign that Allah has something better for me. That gave me resilience, but now I’m feeling really worn out. I know Allah will take care of me, but as a human, the anxiety and stress about what’s ahead are mentally exhausting. I’m trying to find ways, maybe some kind of therapy, to fight these negative thoughts and keep a positive mindset so it can become a cycle of hope. But right now, it feels like the opposite is happening-my worries just fuel more worries. I realize others have bigger challenges and more responsibilities, but this is my struggle and it’s really weighing on me. I’m also trying something else quietly, hoping it helps, but I’m not ready to share it yet. What I really want is to hear from anyone who has been through similar despair and found a way to come out with stronger tawakul. If you’ve read this far, please keep me in your du’as. P.S. I don’t have any bad habits and try to live honestly to the best of my knowledge. I’ve also been praying all five daily prayers regularly for years, so I just wanted to share that my struggles aren’t because of neglecting my worship.