Feeling stuck and my iman is low, but it’s still there
Assalamu alaikum. Every day just blends into the next, you know? I have no clue what to do or where i'm headed. It’s really starting to get to me. I never had some big life plan, and now I can’t even find the energy to try. My sleep is messed up because why bother? Tomorrow’s just gonna be a repeat. I feel like I’ve dug myself into a hole and can’t even see the way out anymore. I spend all day listening to nasheeds or just background stuff-honestly, I’m not even a big music person, but it keeps my mind from spiraling. I’ve got people around me, but they’re not real friends, just folks I hang with when it suits them. I barely talk to my parents or siblings. On the outside, I guess I seem okay. No real social life, though. I’m bored a lot, but somehow time still slips by. I stopped looking for work after so many rejections-it just crushed my hope. My iman’s not what it used to be, I’ve slipped, but I still love Allah, even if my actions don’t show it. The things I used to enjoy don’t bring me the same peace. I hardly go out because there’s no point. I just feel stuck, like there’s no way forward.