Feeling Far from Faith and Struggling in Life

Salam. Lately I’ve been slipping further from my deen, and I can’t even bring myself to pray. It feels like everything in my life is crumbling, and I can’t see a way forward. I don’t feel that pang of guilt when I miss a salah or skip fasts anymore. That emptiness honestly terrifies me. Islam was once my anchor and the center of my world, but now it’s such a struggle to hold on. I’ve even fallen into smoking weed. Sometimes I wonder if I even count as a Muslim. I really need guidance and support.