A Revert’s Struggle: Can Allah Forgive My Sins?

Assalamu alaikum, everyone. I just wrapped up my first year of college, and honestly, I messed up real bad. I’m a white revert, and when I first got here, I was super excited to connect with the Muslim community. But the first few Muslims I met weren’t really welcoming-they kind of doubted my Islam because of my skin color, like they thought I was faking it. That stung a lot, you know, since I hadn’t been around Muslims before, and it made me question my faith so hard. I ended up going in and out of Islam this whole year, getting into relationships and stuff, though alhamdulillah I kept my chastity. Still, I made a ton of mistakes. Then I met this sister on a Muslim marriage app, and I was in a rough spot, but I tried my best to respect her limits. She was pretty forward, though-she invited herself to my place, asked to stay over, and all. She told me her parents would be fine with me, even though I’m white and she’s Desi, but she was wrong. They rejected me outright, saying I couldn’t be a real Muslim because of my background. We were both crushed, and in a weak moment, we ended up committing zina, promising each other we’d change her parents’ minds. But they won’t budge, and now it looks like we have to end things. I’m so full of regret, but I feel like I’ve done way too much wrong to ever marry a Muslim woman fairly. I feel like a disgrace to the ummah, like there’s no place for me. We’re still together technically, but we’re on a break. I’m scared to let go, but we both think it’s for the best, even if it hurts. Please, I need advice. Can Allah ever forgive me? Is there someone else out there for me after all this?