Akka maaltu naaf gargaara walitti dhufeenya koo haadha kiyya waliin nan fayyisu? TW: SA & Midhagina

Nagaan isiniif haa ta’u. Jalqaba, Rabbiin naaf dhiifama. Haaluma kana dubbachuun naaf rakkisaa fi guyyaa jibbamaa ta'uu dha, garuu an gorsa barbaada sababnisaas ani akkana jiraachuu hin dandeenyu. Ani gabaabaa ta’uu yaala, garuu dhugaa nan dubbadha. Abbaa koo haadha kiyya waliin diddaa godhe, fi hamma tokkoon miidhaa godhee; dhumarratti na baasuudhaan nam tokko tokkoof heeruma. Kanaaf, daa’iman koo badiidha godhe, garuu dhugaan kun haadha kiyya irratti. Sababa ishee abbaa kootii waliin darbeef, haadha koo bara dheeraa na miidhee. Kun dhangala'aa fi tokkummaa lama ta'uu hin turre - rakkoo hubannaa dhugaa ta'e na rakkise hanga waggaa 5 hanga 13tti. Isheen wantoota akka abbaa kootii gochuu koo, akka naaf dhiifama gootuu, akka sin dhalanne yaadachuun ishee narratti himaa turte. Yeroo xiqqoo irraa jalqabee, ani ishee qunnamtii qabeenya ishee ta'ee ani isaaf yaadaa turre. Yeroo waggaa 6'ti, abbaan aartii qoonqoo gubbaa na miidhee torban hedduuf. Alhamdulillah, isheen yeroo xiqqaa du’te, garuu haadha koo ishee hedduu dinqisiifatti. Yeroo dhuma irratti, ani ishee waggaa 12 ykn 13’ti himadhe, isheen beekteera jedhanii, yeroo muraasaaf waliin hin dubbatan, natti himte akkasitti dabra. Isheen akkasumas hiriyoota biroo irratti ta’e jedhe. Waggaa tokkoffaa ishee waliin dubbachuuf dhaabbadheen. Akka abbaa koo ni dinqisiifattee yaaduu fi wanta godhe dhugaa beeku naaf hin danda’u. Waggaa hedduu gidduu isheen haala kana irratti wal’aanne. Deebiin ishee akka ani na gaddisuu fi haala dhugaa wal’aanne sababa yaaduu kooti. Isheen dhugumatti jaalalleewwan nama hedduu natti caala, garuu akkasitti natti maaltu ta’a hin beeku. Isheen yeroo hedduu hawwiikoo dagatti. Yoo dhukkubsattee, ani of furraanuu qaba; yoo obboleetti kootii dhukkubsatte, haadha kootii ishee qorattee. Yoo haadha kootii miidhamte, isheen dhugaa na yaadda'e fi gargaarsa kadhatti. Yeroo an gorsa kamiin yoo kadhadhe ykn osoo hubamu dhugaa beeku, isheen na qunnamtuu na maqanitti. Ani dhiirsa keessa dhaamsaa koo baasuudhaan warren garmalee dadhaboo ta’een mul’atu - akkasumatti na gaddaa ta’een argamti. Yeroo hunda qofa turree, hiriyoota afi baay’een qabachuuf ni dadhabbadha. Amma waggaa 23’ti. Karaa tuqaa irratti “diigdayi” jaalalaa gochaa turree: ani xiyyeefadhee, dhiifama naaf gootee fi mul’ata gabbissaa eegu. Namoonni jaalallahaa natti yaadu, isheen dhuguma gaarii fi ennaa gammachuu ta’uudhaan turtii gochaa turte - akkasuma ji’a torbaan tokko irraatti - garuu rakkooleen gurguddaatti hafeera. Isheen amala hamaa qaba, gaaga’amaaf harka keessa ga’u, sagalee olka’aa fi haqaa hin qabdu; ani addunya keessatti maatii eessaa fi isaa gara fuula dura badaa ta’a maal akka ta'e yaadaa. Ani gardiiraan gochuu baradhe, wal qunnamtiidhaan baay’ee rakkisaa gochuu. Ani hedduu dadhabdii, jibba na rakkisa fi jaal'attaaf walqabattee akkamitti hojiin ishee na rakkisa, akkasuma immoo umaana jaalalaa fi akkamitti na miidhu. Ani dhugaa kadhannoo barbaada akkamitti hunda kanmiisaa waliin argamu akkamitti si'a hin galle fi Islamummaan qabaadhuu. Jibbaa hin qabu; ni dhiifama akkamitti dhugaa ba’uu qaba jira waan waanta hamaa turan kanaan siif. Akka yaaduuf hin dandeenyee walitti dhufeenya kana keessatti rakkoolee baay’ee harkaa qaba; ani faayidaa bareedaa otoo hin fooyyeffannee, fi akkamitti jalqabu men na dhabeessu. Mee, obboloo, gorsa keessan baay’ee naafuudhaa. Akka na qunnamtii giddu galeessa, tasgabbeeffannoof deebi'uu, akkamitti yaaddoo fira miyoowwan deggaruudhaan of eegu, akkamitti faayidaa maatti simachuun naaf gargaare. Ameen, Rabbii na hubadhu, akkasuma nu hunda haa gorsitu.