Jin kamar na gaji daga deen din...

Assalamu alaikum. Shekarar da ta wuce ta kasance mai wuya a gare ni, kuma duk da ban bar Musulunci ba a zahiri, na daina bin yawancin ayyukansa. Amma alhamdulillah, koyaushe ina kiyaye azumin Ramadan ko mene ne. Kwanan nan, na tura kaina don in sake haɗuwa da al'ummar Musulmi don ƙarfafa imani na sake, kuma ya taimaka sosai-na fara jin kusantar Allah sosai. Amma kwanan nan, na sha wahala. Wata abokiya ta kusa ta fara ficewa daga Musulunci, kuma yadda take magana game da shi yana tasiri min sosai. Na yi ƙoƙari in nisanta kaina, amma yana da wuya a yi cikin gaggua. Maganarta ta shiga min, kuma na rasa 'yan kwanaki na azumi. Ba na zarginta-ni babba ce kuma ya kamata in yi tunani da kaina. Gaskiya, ina jin laifi sosai game da shi, kuma ina shirin ci gaba da azumi gobe, insha'Allah. Yaya kuke ɗaukar irin wannan laifin? Kuma zan iya rama azumin da na rasa? Haka kuma, yaya zan kusanci rama azumin da na tsallake saboda haila na na wata-wata?