Hol ko mi yahaɗi to Allah so mi jippi yahɗi?

As-salamu alaykum. Mi yahi nowa balde bad luck e mi feeli really helpless e alone. Mido depression on e jamma no golla e wakkila e medication, e mi feeli yahugol cause. Ndiyam no andi no way ngam wonaa answers ɗiɗi e Allah, walla ngam notice signs ɗiɗi e Him? Mi yi'i haala - kala mi njaɓi he Him e mi ko prayer, ngam mi doo lewru. Mi telli He ngam kala pain am e mi rufi He ko lone. Mi faami no how much more of this mi waawi take. Mi njahi no advice on ways ngam feeli closer to Allah walla practical things that might help mi recognize His guidance. Maybe do dhikr walla specific duas help? Should mi try reading certain parts of the Qur'an walla make a habit of tahajjud? Any personal experiences walla simple suggestions from brothers e sisters would mean a lot. Jazakum Allah khair.