Torn Between Faiths: My Heart and Mind in Conflict

Assalamu alaikum, everyone. I’m in a tough spot and could really use some sincere advice. I believe in Allah, and I accept that Prophet Isa (peace be upon him) was a real person with a special bond with God. Rationally, Islam makes a lot of sense to me. Especially, I’ve never really grasped the Trinity-when I read about Isa praying to God, asking God for things, and submitting to Him, it’s hard for me to see how Isa and God could be the same. But at the same time, my heart leans toward the Bible’s teachings. The image of God as extremely loving, merciful, and forgiving resonates with me deeply, more than what I sometimes perceive in the Quran. Some verses about punishment and hellfire feel harsh, and I struggle to match them with my view of a Creator who wants forgiveness for all. So I’m stuck: my mind tilts toward Islam’s logic, but my heart connects with Christian teachings. I worry-am I drawn to Christianity because it’s true, or because it seems less demanding? I don’t want to pick a faith just because it’s easier; I truly want to follow what God has ordained. Has anyone else been through this inner battle? Any thoughtful input would mean a lot. Jazakum Allahu khayran.