Keeping Faith on Eid as a New Muslim
Assalamu alaikum, does anyone else who's embraced Islam later in life find Eid really tough sometimes? Each Eid, I make it a point to bake something special and wear my best outfit, even though I end up staying home with nowhere to go and no one to meet. Since I live far from a Muslim community and there's no mosque nearby, I can't join the gatherings. I usually choose a fun recipe to try and share it with my non-Muslim family-it sort of feels like handing out cake on a day no one realizes is your celebration. I keep reminding myself that Eid is a true blessing from Allah SWT, and I don't want to resent it, but honestly, I often end the day feeling pretty lonely and a bit down.