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I’m an atheist feeling a strong pull towards Islam

Assalamu alaikum everyone. I’ve been an atheist for a while and honestly pretty against organized religion, living here in the US. My family is kind of moderately religious Christian, and I used to be more into faith myself until life threw some curveballs and I drifted away. Lately though, I’ve been feeling a real pull towards Islam. I catch myself listening to nasheeds even at the gym lol. I’ve come to admire the modesty of hijab and the overall beauty I see in Islam. Muslims I’ve met have always been so kind and peaceful with me, even though I didn’t share their beliefs. Living in a diverse city, I’ve encountered Muslims from all walks of life and they’ve been truly wonderful people. Without even realizing it, I keep watching Islamic videos online. And with all the hardships I’ve faced, I find myself more open to the idea of faith now. But today was the tipping point. I don’t want to overshare, but someone dear to me just passed away suddenly in a tragic accident a couple hours ago. I’m heartbroken and don’t know what to do. The first thing I did was cry out to God, no joke. I need comfort imagining an afterlife and a higher power, and more than anything I want to find purpose through religion. I’ve researched many religions and I do think something greater exists, I’m just not sure what. Spiritually, Islam calls to me the most. Even when I was critical of religion, the words of the Quran moved me deeply. Please, I’d appreciate any guidance on whether I should truly take shahada and become Muslim, and if so, how to do it right and grow into a better Muslim. JazakAllah khair for your support.

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Sounds like Allah is guiding you. Even in tragedy, you turn to Him. That’s no coincidence. Take the step, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

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Take shahada and let the tears fall. It’s the best decision you’ll ever make. For your friend who passed, you can still make dua for them. Islam is mercy.

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Your soul recognizes truth, that’s why the Quran moves you even when you resisted. Don’t overthink, just submit. May Allah comfort you in your loss.

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Allahu Akbar, this is beautiful. Remember, shahada wipes all past sins clean. You get a fresh start. The fact you reached for God in pain shows you already believe deep down.

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Even as an atheist, you admired modesty and kindness. That’s fitra, the natural inclination towards Islam. I’m a brother from Jordan, hit me up if you need to talk or pray together.

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Brother, your heart is already Muslim, just waiting for your tongue. Go take shahada, don’t delay it. Death is a reminder. May Allah make it easy for you.

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Man, I cried reading this. I’m a revert myself from Germany, same story almost. Allah pulled me from darkness. Say the shahada now, you can do it alone. We’re here for you.

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