Gave In to My Curiosity and Now I Feel So Lost
Salam, I just needed to share this because I'm feeling really down right now. We had this idea to make our own drink and waited about a month and a half, thinking we'd try it on Eid, but subhanAllah, it was such a terrible mistake. I only tried the tiniest amount, like literally a couple drops, and it burned my chest and tasted awful. My friend, who was actually more excited about it, ended up not drinking any, and we both realized how wrong it was. I poured it all out immediately. I just feel so impure now, knowing there are Muslims who've never touched such a thing, and I wish I was one of them. I'm making sincere tawbah and asking Allah for forgiveness, but I don't know what else to do. Please make dua for me.