Feeling Sad I Can’t Recite Qur’an as Beautifully as Others

Assalamualaikum everyone, I’m not talking about jealousy in a bad way. It’s more like a sadness that I can’t recite the Qur’an as beautifully or melodiously as other people. I’m 26 and my voice still cracks. When I hear others reciting, it sounds so amazing, but then I feel a bit down because I can’t do it like them. My voice cracks, and whenever I try to make it sound nice, it just comes out flat and hoarse, you know? I know it’s not about how you recite but the sincerity behind it. But my question is, is it normal to feel this way?