Binciken Musulunci Zuciyar Mai Son Musulunta

Assalamu alaikum, jama'a. Na dade ina tunanin wani babban mataki. Koyaushe na dauki kaina a matsayin mai shakku-wanda yake gaskata cewa akwai wani babban iko a duniya, inda addinai daban-daban suke bauta a hanyoyinsu. Saboda haka, ban taba kafa kan wani addini ba, sai kawai na yi ƙoƙarin rayuwa mai kyau da yin aiki mai kyau a inda zan iya. Kwanan nan, na haɗu da wata ’yar’uwa Musulma mai ban sha'awa a jami'a, kuma ina girmama ta sosai har na yi tunanin neman aure (koyaushe ina soyayya da wannan niyya, da gaske). Wataƙila tana tunanin Ni Kirista ne. Na fahimci cewa a Musulunci, ba halal ba ne a yi aure da wanda ba Musulmi ba, kuma a gaskiya ina shirye in musulunta saboda ita-amma ina so in yi shi daidai. Kafin yin wani yanke shawara, ina so in ƙara koyon game da Musulunci. Na yi tunanin fara da Alqur'ani yana da ma'ana, amma me zan karanta na gaba? Idan akwai wanda ke da albarkatu a cikin Ingilishi ko Romanian, zan yi godiya sosai don duk wani shawarwari. Haka kuma, shin ba daidai ba ne in tunkari shi ta wannan hanya? Kawai in faɗi gaskiya a nan. Wataƙila ba ta san cewa ina sha'awar ba, kuma ko da ta ji wani abu, za ta iya riƙe shi a kanta tunda har yanzu ba Ni Musulmi ba ne. Idan ba da haƙuri ba ne in tambaya-ba ina son zama mara ladabi-zan yi farin ciki da duk wani shawara. Ban sami hulɗa da yawa da Musulmi kafin in haɗu da ita ba, don haka duk wani jagora zai yi ma'ana sosai. Jazakum Allahu khayran tun da farko, kuma yi haƙuri idan na zo a matsayin mai ban tsoro!