Duk wata wahala da ka fuskanta hanya ce da ke kusantar da kai ga Allah

Assalamu alaikum, yan'uwa maza da mata. A wannan makon, na shiga wani abu mai zafi sosai, mai alaka da kisan kai, alhamdulillah ina jimrewa amma har yanzu ina kokarin fahimtar shi. Kafin wannan jarabawa, alakata da Mai rahama tana raguwa-har yanzu ina da imani a cikin zuciyata, amma sallah ta ta zama ba ta tsari, zikiri na yana dushewa, kuma ina jin nisa daga kusancin da na taba samu da Allah. Yau, yayin da zan fita gudu, na ji wani kwatsam na so in rama sallolin da na rasa, don haka na yi, Allah Ya gafarta mini. A lokacin da nake sallar azahar, wani karfin halin Allah ya mamaye ni. Ya ji kamar ba ni kadai ba amma duk abin da ke kewaye da ni ya tashi. Ba zan iya cikakken bayyana shi ba-hawaye na zuba a lokacin karatu, kuma wannan kyakkyawan yanayi ba zai shude ba. Na hakikance a cikin zuciyata cewa Allah Ya bude min wata kofa ta musamman, Yana zubo min wani kyau da ya rungumi raina. Ka tuna, kafin abin da ya faru, da kyar nake jin kasancewata ko sha'awar yin sallah, don haka wannan yana ji kamar farkawa, alhamdulillah. Wannan tunatarwa ce ta hakika cewa jarabawa ba azaba ba ce daga Allah; gwaji ne.