ASSALAMU ALAIKUM - Ndeeray e Hakkilum Ndiyam Rehabilitay e Ndeeray Garu Islam

ASSALAMU ALAIKUM. Mi yiɗi dua e ngeskam e children of Allah. Mi faamii depression e addiction haala yimɓe. E jooni jeyaa ɓe fetee e alcoholism. E 2024 mi ɗamɗi church Christian ko mi yidi yoɓde spiritually e serve Christ, amma mi anndaa ko o ɗum yahi e jaaɓde haala waɗa mi ngurndu maa. Nammude am mi anndii e dakkunde e hospital mo wadi mo mi ɗo haala tanɗa. Hay goɗɗum mi yiɗi cewa e ɓe ɓuri e hospital ko mi nammora e to njaare e filla. Ko ɓuri woo, ɓango – ko wayi yaama ko miya use wolwa e ko maande. Nammude am hula eleven months e ndiyam, e nden woni mi ɓeejii hay goɗɗum, fayande e hospital. E July 23nd mi anndaa heart attack. E nden mi nangi yoɓi ngurndu e lewru, amma nden mi haala ɓe ɓuri. Jooni mi ngurndu e mi yidi spoke clearly e on. Hay few months, Islam jooni e nder laawol am. E jawi ko curiosity, nden ko jamaa e ɓe lakkal, discipline e ko ɓe "to Allah". Mi faamu ko Islam ko jooɗi hay wooti hay e gasaari e nawa lammu e yelda e worɓe. Mi yetti ko ɓuri miɗo gollu, amma yiɗi e nasheeds eNjahi kadi ko mi yahdi lah de woni silsila am e nyere aadege. Innde am ko Lucas e mi ko Brazilian. Mi jinndu Catholic e mi ina heɓoo golle e religions African-based e jaɓɓorgo am. Hay e teen mi yahi spiritualist center, nden e adult mi ɓamdi church Christian ngoma mi yidi ɓurndu e Allah. Amma ko mi sukkudi, sahal maamu ko mi tawa a tendi, mido huuwaani e hiti, ngurndu e woɗɓe. Brazil ko gasaari, mostly secular country; Islam ko rare e ko mi heɓaa. E lamu am ko hay jangoo, jeye nganyotaako e church. Maa heddii si tawii hay ɗum hay wala e man heɓi mi yiɗi rewaade o yaai e Muslims. Ko mi yetti: ɓala on gasaari, mi nangi yoɓi e rehab clinic, ko family ngeskam. Yoɓi support e church Christian e dii. Mi yidi ngondinay fulfu fayi yoɓi. Mi jogii por gasaari e lammunde nganyan e mi ńanyi, akon ko mi nayi yonki family am e friends am e ko Islam e yidi yoɓi e mosque. Mi heɓoyi kaɗi nedo hay ko e min wadi semmbe e filla. E country e non-Muslim ko samari e ko baani e fulfulde. Mi yah ko haala ngoorndu ko nayi ɓe hiite nayi Muhammad e yoɓde Islam, amma mosque ko dow mbaaw e miin no ɓuri e clinicnako ko ɓurndu kadi wondi wi-fi. Ko nden haala yo ɓuri mo nayi ko jokkondiral e tawde e ko Allah. Mi yidi yaawde ngam ɓe dua, ngeskam, e experiences e biɓɓe mo ko heɓi Islam e woɗi e mbanitagal e ɓe ɓuri. Jazakum Allahu khairan.