Why Do I Keep Slipping into Sins So Easily?
Assalamu alaikum, I just need to get this off my chest. It feels like I've piled up so many sins over the years, and they come to me almost effortlessly. Sometimes it honestly drives me crazy, you know? Then when I push myself to be better in my deen, my OCD starts messing with my efforts, making worship feel like a battle. It exhausts me to the core. I can't shake the feeling that I'm just throwing my life away, and I keep questioning everything. How do you all cope with such struggles? JazakAllah khair for any advice.