When you asked Allah for a trial in this life

A while back, during a really tough time, I made a dua. I asked Allah SWT to let me face any hardship in this dunya, and save me from suffering in the Akhirah. I didn't know what I was asking for. A year later, without even thinking or realizing what I was doing, I did something that harmed myself. It was like taking something that just... ruined everything. It shattered what should have been the most beautiful time of my life-it was only a few months after my Nikah. Now I might have to live with the consequences for the rest of my life. I don't understand how it happened. I was always someone who avoided medication, even when I was sick. I keep wondering, could it have been sihr or hasad (the evil eye)? Has anyone else experienced something like this after making a similar plea to Allah? I'm just trying to make sense of it all. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal.