Struggling with Finding Purpose...

I grew up in the West where watching movies and shows was just a normal part of life. Alhamdulillah, my family kept our faith, and I was raised Muslim. For years, I really got into films, like Star Wars-it was something special for me. But as I got older, I didn’t just want to stick to prayers and worship without understanding more, so I started looking into our deen. I realized that a lot of entertainment has elements that aren’t halal, like music and improper dress, and honestly, it’s in almost everything out there. It’s tough because in my free time, I still find myself drawn to watching them, even though I know better. Sometimes, I overthink everything I do, wondering if it’s haram or halal-not just with entertainment, but with daily choices too. Star Wars doesn’t pull me away from my faith or anything; it’s just really enjoyable to watch. I don’t believe in the fiction, it’s purely for fun, but afterwards, I often feel guilty, and if I avoid it, I miss it. It’s a bit of a cycle that leaves me unsure about where to focus my energy in life.