Help me find my way back to Islam
Salam everyone. I really love the Islamic way of life-the customs, the culture, the whole system of beliefs. But I'm struggling deep down with believing in God. I was born Muslim, alhamdulillah, and my parents taught me about the deen without ever forcing it. I enjoy living a Muslim lifestyle, but ever since I can remember, I've had this doubt about Allah's existence... We often hear the verse, "Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear" (2:286), but then I remember horrific stories, like that of a girl who went through unimaginable suffering-similar to what you hear about in the news sometimes. Can we really say that was something she could bear? These thoughts make me question if there's a higher power. Of course, I don't mean any disrespect to Islam. I just want some sincere advice to help me overcome these doubts.