From Haram to Halal: The Struggle With Rizq

For years, I was earning money in a haram way, dealing with things I shouldn't have. Then I watched a video about rizq, and it hit me that our provision is already decreed by Allah, but it's on us to choose between halal and haram paths. SubhanAllah, it's been about a year since I switched to making halal income, but honestly, the money isn't coming in like before-right now, I'm barely scraping by, and savings just aren't building up. The other day, I found myself thinking about how much I could earn if I returned to that old haram life, and instantly, this strong feeling of fear washed over me, like I was terrified of going back. Can anyone explain this? Maybe it's a sign from Allah, protecting me. What are your thoughts, brothers and sisters?