As a fellow seeker on the path, I'm drawn to Islam and would appreciate your insights.
As-salamu alaykum, brothers and sisters. I'm someone who has walked a spiritual journey, transitioning from skepticism to faith about three years ago after a profound experience. That moment reshaped my entire understanding of reality. In a peaceful time of my life, I felt a spiritual presence-which I interpreted as Jesus-touch my shoulder and declare, 'Now you are mine.' The feeling that followed was one of deep shame and disgust, awakening in me a visceral awareness of sin. Even now, when I fall short, I feel that same discomfort, finding relief only through sincere repentance and prayer. This journey led me to Orthodox Christianity, which resonates with me as a tradition that emphasizes aligning oneself with Allah's (God's) will, not the other way around. Through prayer focused on self-improvement-asking for help to overcome negative traits and vices-I've felt a clear response. It taught me that faith isn't about making Allah serve our desires, but about submitting to His wisdom, even when it's challenging. Along the way, I've interacted with Muslims online and in person, and I view Islam positively. In many ways, it feels simpler and more straightforward than my current path. Islam presents a clear, unitarian view of Allah-one and undivided-without complex theological concepts like the Trinity or theosis. It frames life as a test, with a focus on actions over mere thoughts, and offers a very tangible vision of Jannah as a place of reunion with loved ones and eternal peace. This simplicity is appealing, though I know simplicity alone doesn't define truth. What really makes me ponder is how poorly some Christian arguments against Islam hold up. The idea that Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) was deceived by a demon doesn't align with the outcomes: his message eradicated idolatry, promoted submission to the God of Abraham, and established societies where Christians and Jews were protected as People of the Book. Demons typically encourage indulgence in sin, not a disciplined life of prayer, charity, and moral restraint. Yet, deep questions remain. Is the Quran the literal word of Allah, or not? Is Isa (Jesus) a prophet or part of a divine trinity? These aren't small differences. I've prayed for clarity, but haven't received a clear answer yet. For now, I continue in my current practice, as it helps me become a better person and resist sin. According to Islamic teachings, righteous Christians may also attain Jannah, which brings some comfort. I'm open to learning more and would value your perspectives, especially on how you view these theological distinctions. Jazakum Allahu khayran.