Finding Hope Again: Rebuilding Faith After Deep Pain

Hey, I'm reaching out hoping for some guidance because I'm really struggling. Due to past traumas, I've drifted away from my faith in Allah. I remember being at my most broken, praying desperately for help for months. Not only did I feel unanswered, but I was then harmed by someone who constantly presented himself as religious and pious. After that, it became nearly impossible to pray or believe, feeling that Allah allowed such pain when I was most vulnerable. Trying to reconnect has been so hard-that event shattered me internally. I carry anger towards Allah for this and, whenever I think about faith, I recall that man who always spoke about religion, Islam, and Allah. I sincerely want to restore my faith, but my heart keeps resisting. Any supportive advice would mean a lot.