Allaah Kootiin Mana Jireenyaa Irraa Deebi'uun Hiriyaa Dhugaa Dhiisuun

Yeroon isaa dursee akka ani akka hoodaaf nama caalaa sooddaa ta'een fagaaruu godhee ture Waaqayyoof, dhugumatti qalbiin kiyya dhiphoo akka jiru. Yeroo tokko qabattee, yoo dhiifama gabaabaa ta'ee akka dubbisu gaafadha akka hunda kana amma na kessa daangaa hin qabdu, haala kana kessa gabaabsuu yoo ta'e dhiifama. Ani isaan jalqaba 2024 waggaa jalqaba kessa walarginee internship kessa. Haga tokko keessan waliin shakkalaa jiru. Haga saddeet waggaa booda isaan biyya tokkootti dabarfatan, walitti dhufnee bakka fagaatteessan. Waggaa dhumatti, akka walitti garii waan wal-qabnu hubanne, haala kessa wal dubbachuu jirra. Ani waggaa dhiifamaa tahee, fageenyaan na tursiise. Haga waggaa tokko booda, isaan akka wal-qunnamtii kessa dhugaa ta'een itti fufuu didee akka haala halal ta'een itti fufuu fedhe, akka waan wal-qabnun dhiphoo ta'ee bakka hin eeggamu ta'uu danda'uu hin fedhan. Ani waggaa dhiifamaa tahee, dhugumatti na tursiise, akka isaan na fagaarsuu fedhuu danda'uu ta'ee, ani "Lakkii" jedheen. Walitti dhufnee waan garii wal mariinataniin wal dhukkubsanne, walitti dhufnee haala kessa tokko itti fufuu fedhee. Waggaa tokko dhumatti itti fufnee. Waggaa kana kessa, ani kaampaa tokkootti mana barumsaa dhaqe, wal mariinotaan garii walitti dhufne. Waggaa kiyya jalqaba dhumatti, hunda kiyya dhukkubsatte. Isaan na dhaqan, wal argu, akka waan garii wal-qabnu ta'ee, booda bakka fagaatteessanitti deebinee, wal mariinotaan garii walitti dhufne. Ani akka na eeggachuuf fagaaruu jalqabee, akka wal dubbachuu kiyya daangessuu fedhee. Booda Ramadan waggaa kana dhufe. Ani duraan akka Waaqayyo waliin qunnamtii kiyya dhiphoo godhuu jalqabee ture, waggaa kana dhugumatti naaf hunda godhee. Ani Waaqayyo waliin fageenya hin qabu. Ani waan garii wal-qunnamtii kessa taa'ee du'aa godhee, yoo waan garii naaf isaanaf ta'uu danda'uu ta'ee, haala halal ta'een yoo dhufuu danda'uu ta'ee, akka dhufu gaafadha. Ani akka isaan jalqabaatiin waan fedhu ta'uu jalqabee hubadhee. Ani yoo waan garii walitti hin dhufne ta'ee, akka amma haala sirrii ta'een godhuu qabu ta'ee yaadee. Ani du'aa godhee, Waaqayyo akka haala kessa hordofu gaafadha akka Inni waan naaf sirraa ta'ee beeke. Booda, Inni afaan hunda keessanitti dhiyeesse, ani hordofuu didee-wal dubbachuu jalqabuu didee. Isaan hubatan, walitti dubbachuu jalqabnee, akka waan naaf isaanaf sirraa ta'ee wal mariine, dhugumatti hunda kiyya isaan kiyyaaf garii tursaa jiru, wal dubbachuu gabaabsan tokko tokko. Booda wal dubbachuu gabaabaa booda, halkan dhiifamaa wal mariina garii wal mariinatane. Isaan akka ani jalqabaatiin haala halal ta'een godhuu didee, amma ani akka isaanatiin godhuu jalqabee akka hin ta'uu jedhan. Ani dhugumatti na dhukkubsisee, dhiifama dhugaa godhee, waggaa dhiifamaa dursee akka yaade kiyya ibse. Ani akka ani jalqabaatiin yoo wal mariinee ta'ee fedhee ture, akka haala kessa itti fufuu danda'uu ta'ee dhukkubsadhee. Dhumaatti, ani yeroo sirraa ta'ee amma na jiraachuu danda'uu jedhee, InshaAllah, dhiifama irra deebisee godhee. Isaan akka na dhukkubsisee jedhan, ani akka Waaqayyo waliin fageenya dhiphoo godhuu jalqabee, akka haala sirrii ta'een godhuu qabu hubachuuf na booyee jedhan. Booda, bakka hunda irraa wal fagaarree, dhugumatti na dhukkubsisee. Ani amma gabaabaa ta'uu danda'uu, amma ani dhugumatti sodaa fi shakkiin na dhukkubse. Ani dhugumatti na dhukkubsisee akka waggaa dhiifamaa ta'ee hubadhee, akka jalqabaatiin isaan akka amantii isaanii daangessuu godhee. Ani amma daangaa hin qabu. Yoo Waaqayyo isaan nama tokkootti dabaltee? Ani hin fedhu. Inni waan naaf sirraa ta'ee beeke, ani Inni isaan naaf sirraa ta'ee fedhee. Ani akka waggaa dhiifamaa eeggachuu qabu, akka waggaa dhiifamaa dhufuu danda'uu ta'ee sodaa garii na dhukkubse. Ani akka haala kiyya du'aa kiyyaaf deebi'uu danda'uu, akka haala halal ta'een walitti dhufuu danda'uu yaaduu jalqabee, daangaa hin qabdu imaan kiyya miilaa godhee. Yaada garii naaf ta'ee bakka hunda naaf ta'a. Garii naaf tumsi, jazakallah khairan.