Gwarin da ba shi da iyaka

Assalamu alaikum, ina bukatan in kwatanta abin da ke cikin zuciyata. Ina da shekara 28, kawai na gano cewa ina da cuta ta autoimmune na dindindin, kuma kamar wani gwarin da ba shi da iyaka. Yayin da abokaina ke raba labarai masu dadi tare da iyayensu game da aure, nasarori a aiki, mashallah, da gaske ina son mafi kyau a gare su a duniya da lahira, ni ne ke gaya wa iyayena cewa dansu ba shi da lafiya. Wannan gaskiyar ta dora min nauyi a kai. Cutar tana yin daba: tana zagayawa da tashin hankali da kwanciyar hankali, amma ban ga wani kwanciyar hankali ba tukuna. Kwanciyar hankali yana nufin alamunka suna shuɗewa, kuna jin yadda ake so, kawai kiyaye magani. Don isa can, suna ba da jiyya, mafi girma a yanzu shine maganin ilimin halitta, magungunan da aka yi daga ƙwayoyin rayuwa waɗanda ke rage tsarin garkuwar jikinku. Wannan yana ɗaure ku sosai da inda kuke zama, zuwa tsarin kiwon lafiyar ƙasarku, yana sanya yaudara don komawa ƙasashen waje ko ma yin balaguro kyauta. Koyaushe ina mafarkin yin aiki a wata ƙasa. A Musulunci, mun san gwaje-gwaje suna zuwa ga masu bi, kuma kawai ikirarin bangaskiya ba zai gyara hanya ba. Amma duk abin da nake gani akan layi shine labarun mutanen da suka sha gwajin nasu, suna fitowa da ƙarfi. Menene game da gwarin da ba shi da ƙarshe bayyananne? Idan jikina baya ma'amala da alamun zahiri na zahiri, hankalina yana fafatawa da tsoron cewa wata rana, zai sake bayyana. Subhanallah, mu mutane muna jin cewa shi ne mafi girman rashin adalci lokacin da lafiya ta fice, kamar mun sami shi ta wata hanya. Ban yi wani abu don kawo wannan ba, haka ma miliyoyin da ke fama da irin wannan. Ya bayyana safiya kamar wani haske ya sauya, babu gargadi. Ka gafarta min ramblina. Na yi shiru game da wannan cuta don kauce wa nutsewa a ciki ko barin shakka ya yi ta yin tambayoyin zunubi. Na nisa daga abokaina, kuma yanzu babu ko ɗaya da ke duba. Don haka watakila kuna jin yadda zan iya yin magana har abada game da duk abin da na rasa a wannan shekara, duk da haka alhamdulillah ga kowane hukunci. Na gode don jin maganata. Jazakallahu Khairan.