Haɓɓugo e diina mi debbo juulɗo... miɗo haani miijo mon! 😔
Assalamu alaikum on fuu. Ko adii mi naatata e miijooji am, seeɗa ko fayti e am: miɗo yaha janngirde mawnde jooni, mi wuuri ley Amerik nguurndam am fuu. Sakketeeɗo, miɗo yi'a yeewte keewɗe dow Lislaamu e enternet ɗe mi meeɗaa hawrude e majje. Miɗo sikki mi anndi ko woni dow laawol, ammaa mi meeɗaa janngude Alqur'aana fuu e firo hoore am. Waktu mi hawri e aayaaji ceertuɗi, hadiis, e yeewte enternet, miɗo fadde e naamne ɗe caɗataa mi yaltinde ɓernde. Goɗɗum heewɗum woni e miijooji am woni Lislaam ina waawi nanndude no weeɓiri worɓe ɓuri rewɓe. Rewɓe no ngoongɗini e caɗeele keewɗe, nden won e jannginirɗe diine ɗe keɓata waylude malla firtude e laabi wallitooji worɓe, ɓeyda teddungal e amen. Mi fuɗɗi ɓoggol hijab ko e jaŋde hakkundeere, e goonga, mi weliino heewɗe nden. Miɗo woodi yimɓe mi weltotoo, nden ko ɗum suɓngo am. Ammaa e yahde sahaa, ɗum ɓuri saɗtude. Maa ɗum addan mi ɓurtude ɓadiingo diina am, miɗo heewa sikkude mi seerti e aduna gonɗo e sara am, haa teeŋti e mawnugol e nder leydi ndi. Aɗa heɗa firo darnde maa e kala laawol, nden haa ko weeɓi bana lootol maayo ɗum waylata caɗeele mawɗe. Miɗo yiɗi heɗaade e rewɓe juulɓe, ammaa worɓe jom mboddi ina mbaawi wallitde kadi, insha'a Allah. No debbo juulɗo, hol no poti seertirde ko woodi e Lislaam goonga, e aadaaji pine, e miijooji worɓe, malla ko fadde e yiyannde neɗɗo? Ɗum kadi ina saɗti hawrude ɗiɗaɓal miijooji. Mawnugol e Amerik, mi janngi wonde worɓe e rewɓe ko potndiɗi e fuu. Ndeen won e kuule Lislaam ina nanndi diddi rewɓe e laabi ɗi potaa nannduki e worɓe. Miɗo anndi Lislaam addani rewɓe hakkeeji keewɗi, haa teeŋti e oon sahaa, ammaa won e geɗe ina nanndi caɗtuɗe jondiral hakkunde rewɓe e worɓe, nden miɗo etoo faamde no rewɓe juulɓe woɗɓe ngooppirta ɗeen ɓerɗe caɗtuɗe. Goɗɗum kadi mi jiiɗi ko toɗde no tawrata kuuɓal tabbitiingal. Mi juulɗo Sunni, ammaa mi anndaa Sunnah no haani. Mi yi'ii juulɓe e enternet wi'uɓe ɓe tokki Alqur'aana tan sabu ɓe ɗaɓɓita goonga hadiis, ummande hadiisji ɗeen ndeenataako no Alqur'aana waɗirta. Miɗo faami hadiisji keɓtinirɗe e laabi ceertuɗi e hooreeɓe, heewɓe ko jaɓaaɓe, ammaa miɗo haajaa: hol ko waɗi men tuugi heewɗe e Sunnah, nden no janngoowo gooŋɗinɗo fota hollirta ɗum? Mi naamndotaako yaltude Lislaamu-miɗo yiɗi ɗum noon, goonga. Miɗo yiɗi faamde diina am ko ɓuri moƴƴude, nden miɗo caɗee e miijooji ɗi e sahaaji keewɗi nanndi ɗi teddungal rewɓe waɗaa. Mi yiɗaa doole am mi jaɓa firooji ɗi ɓernde am jaɓaani. Mi tuubantoo e naamne heewɗe ɗee, e jazakum Allahu khairan e janngugol e renndinde miijooji mon. Kala wasiya malla humpitol hoore mon addan mi weltaare mawnde.