[Haalugol] Mi yaasi 35kg (77lbs) so mi yaafa am Mama e mi hokkani imde - Ndiyam, walaa motivasiyon

Assalamu alaikum. Mi njetti 120kg (265 lbs) ko mi waɗi njahi - mi nooɗi jooni e naaɓi. E so 2020, mi ndiyam jengol am, mi huli yi'o. Mi jowi e njaɓɓe mbooltude laawol mi. Kono e 2021, mi yimɓi COVID, mi njaɓɓi fowru wuro am. O yahai ko njahi. Mi anndi e jam e no ɓeddi, mi huli fowru, mi ndaarni jooni ka njahi e cuuɗi e suukar kadi mi wona e jam. Jam ɗin mi anndi aananato, amma o njiyaama e mi. Mi jooɗi heɓa to e hokka no laterol, amma no laterol o heɓi jooni e cuuɗe mi ɓetti. Nde mi waali heɓa e safar, mi waɗi e body am ko amanah - ko ɓe njiya e jam ɗin. Mi anndi ko Senior Manager e leydi ɓeenɗe ɓe njaat. Mi yiyii team ɗe e kaɗa teddungal e njahi e safar, kono mi andi mo hayra je ɓooyan e ɓeddim. Mi jooɓi kittaaɓe nde e nden mewti. Mi waɗi kaŋko ɗiɗi jooɓi e njaɓɓe mboolde e nder mi yaha kay, ko ay sittol so lame, mi wad separate e njaɓɓe mboolde. Mi soodi kittal am e 8 PM boo e ndiyam ko shop e neɗɗo, mi waali kala haɓe njaɓɓu ko rain walla snow. Mi jooɓi waɗi ka bayoowo e feerɗi - mi yoogii salah e du'a ko ngaldungol my mindset, a waaw sol tila miɗo heɓa ko njaat. E 2025, mi ndiyam 35kg. So on njaat e yeewde ko pil ngogir walla ko fota tawa to begdi, o wona kadi. Motivation ko laawol ngogir; discipline ko woni naa fota so storm huli. A yiɗi a heɓe heɓa jam. A waɗi e nguru, yahaan amanah body am, kono e gooto o ɓettidi, insha'Allah.