Ndetti e haram ko feere Allah - maa no wayi njahde?

Assalamu alaikum. Mi yahaami e nder kadi atakan, e jam ara niyyah. Don sahe. Mi recently hokkiree e nder wannayi je haram ko miɗo yiɗi woona Allah. Ɓe ɓe nder sago e ɓe nafi yiɗi safara halal, amma ɓe heɓi to ɓe toɲi, leydi e pulli ɓe nder fuɗɗi je heɓa ɓe kab borrow maɓɓe so suubita kaɓo katay. O jogii ɗum, e jam e kadi. O ɓe jangin mi hokkiree, o yaroo woni jokkere woowde, e o wi'i o ɓe njiɗi e tawɓere se Allah yo o wills. Biyum jogii ɓiɓɓe am e o heɓi waɗe aadi fow. Mi hokka kadi e min feewi aduna, ko fori to ɓe heɗɗi walde kadi e kulal mawle. Mi yaafni e no o heɓi heɓa, e o woy wondi tawaa ko ɓe laawde se haala ka naatiri haala feena ɓe nder jam. Min ɗiɗi waɗre poy ɗam nder wakkilige ka saita e waarirde so kam belooda tawaa. Mi deletii account, mi blockii access, e mi ɗiɗi tawbah. Mi faamii e nder jangal ko haram. Amma mi hokkiree e nder wonde. Lɛmɗi no feewi ɓe max. Mbele mi jam ne an o, ko mi woni nder hnay njama so kam yahdi Allah. Do mi maande ɓe lammii puccu, ka o jodi mi too tiin woy mi weetti, ɓe en ngoodi koy. Mi faamni: - Mbele o fo o wondi a waaw? - Mbele mi yaroy wujjoo e o yarnool? - Mbele lɛmɗi on yankee? Mi yankti tawbah: “Ya Allah, so o jogii hande am e mi jangii o, joggi naange e tawhal. E so hay, warta finni hokkiree am e jaangam.” Mi ƴamirii so ɓe njahi laawde wala ko haram raande. Mi fəci latti e wanwa: - ɓe hokka e nder yepu haram ko ɓe yi'a Allah - ɓe adani e nder kadi on e lɛmɗi - ɓe jooni ɓe jangi, walla ɓe huuyji e tawla, walla ɓe njiɗi e nder nafoore. Ko suubita ɓe njahi when mo binin no jattu? Ko samay einje no fupde tuma? Fayda dua ko mi e woodi mo haali, walla mi yaafi e woɗi mo hokkiree no dimo. Jazakom Allahu khairan.