Hol no mi waawirta artude e Allah e laawol goodungal, deyɗungal?

Asalamu alaikum. Awa, mi jibinaama e nder ɓesngu juulɓe amma mi janngaay ko heewi e Lislaam. Mi ummorii ko e iwdi aarabeeɓe, amma hoɗde caggal leydi waɗi Engele ɓuri wonde ɗemngal am mawngal. Mi yahri duuɓi 19, miɗo haɓa haa jooni e Arab, teeŋti noon e Arab Qur’aana. Mi waawinoo juulde juuldeeje joy ɗen fof e sahaa, amma nyalnde gooɗa, mi dartii tan. Mi sikki ko sabu mi majjiri diine am seeɗa. Mi meeɗaa wiyde mi aldaa e diina walla mi gomɗini diina goɗɗa-Lislaam ina laaɓi e am, ɗum ko mi gomɗini. Amma miɗo hawra e kulol keewngol e miijo ɓurngo, ko ɗum waɗata hakkilam ɓura dulsude. E sahaa gooɗa, mi fuɗɗii sikkude so tawii fof goonga sabu mi alaa seede teeynga, ɗum woni sahaa nde mi dartini juulde. Mi etiima janngude ko heewi e Lislaam, amma ɗum meeɗaa yahdude. Janngude Qur’aana e Engele ina saɗtanoo faamde haa seeɗa. So mi yiiloyii huunde, miɗo yiɗa luural keewngal e miijooji bonɗi ɗi miɗo hula waɗude huunde e majjere. E goonga, ina woodi kulol mawngol e Ñalawma Sakkitaare e Ñalawma Darngal. Janngude ko fayti e ɗeen kewu bonnii cellal am hakkillaagal. Mi heddii e nder ɗaɓɓere kulol, miɗo rewana Allah sabu kulol tan-e goonga, ɗum ko nii wonnoo so miɗo winnda ɗum. Leydi lelnii leydi amen jooni, ɗum nanii e am hono noddaango. Caggal ɗuum mi juuli Fajr. Saawti gooɗa miɗo waawi juulde ɗiɗi walla tati, amma jokkinde juuldeeje joy ɗen fof ina saɗtanoo. So goɗɗo woodii wasiya e hol no mi weertirta ɓernde am e ɗee miijooji walla hol no mi artirta juulde e dewondiral, miɗo yetta. Miɗo yiɗi wonde e nder diina ndee sabu miɗo yiɗi ɗum, miɗo gomɗini ɗum 1000%, wonaa sabu miɗo hula Alahira.