Aɗa yiijanaade ko haɗi menen fayiije jere? Ɗemngal men ngel firlirde

Assalamu alaikum on fof. Min miɗo yiijini ko haɗi menen fayiije jere, mi ngonni men ɗa yi'u haa ko Islam waawi o wi'ugo. Nguurndam ngol gaawi hokkude men geɓal ɗe naftaani ko wonkaani. Ɓale min ɓurmi suka, min mbaawi tawa sukkane ɗen, haa heen min ardii e autism, nde woodi tuma o wuurnita miijiri e min ɓurmi ɓernude. Won waɗi geɓal nder suudu ndaaranki nde goɗɗo tooɓani mi, e ɓaawo, min anndini ɓadɗi ko heen. Won woni firtudi. Baɗɗo goɗo njaltini mi, 'Ko haɗi a tawii ɓaawo ɗen fof?' e gongol, ɗum waɗani mi yiijo. Min mbaawi tawa sukkane nder duuɓi ɓale, e haa heen miɗo yiijo tawde hoore am nder caka, ammaa alhamdulillah, mi woni nder ɓural ɓurngol jooni. Ko ɗum hawtini mi ɗum: si Allah tagi kala huunde o anndi ko woni nder ɓerɗe amen, ko haɗi yimɓe moƴƴi, juulɓe ɗon ɗa sukkude jooni? Ko haɗi wonaa hokkude men semmbe walla anndal ɓooyaa sahaa nde min njogii? Miɗo mbaawata nguurde e moƴƴere, ɓeƴƴa tooñooɓe goɗɗum, e jooɗude e ɓural moƴƴere, kono geɓal ɗen ngoni tawi. Tuma ɗum miɗo lanndina firlirde am walla ko haɗi mi woni ton, ɓurngol sahaaji nde ɗum yiɗi o ɗaɓɓitaa walla yimɓe ɗon tooñooɓe. Wonaa ɗum miɗo welaa - miɗo yurmini nguurndam am e ko mi woni - kono yiijeeji ɗen ɗon ɓadɗi. E ngal hitaande, ɗum yiɗi wonaa woodi sababu ɓaawo kala huunde walla woodaani, e ɗum woni ko Allah kanko o anndi tan. Min ngonni men ngonni ko heen firlirɗe maɓɓe ngonniyaade ko woni nder ñaawoore nguurndam. Jazakum Allahu khayran ngonni ko heen yiijeeji maɓɓe.