Assalamu Alaikum - Kisseji woni Allah jooɗi ɓen leɗɗi ɓe feere ɓe yahi ɗum.

Assalamu Alaikum. Mi yahiima mo wuli no feere jooni, ko feere naatnude am e jooni: njiɗi yah e nafooje e nder abuuji fow, ko Allah (Subhanahu wa Ta’ala) ngoni mo waɗi. Mi yidi yiɗde saare, amma min ndiɗi ootir ɗum feewi e jooni mabbutijo, ko e maɓɓe joeɓe waɗi walla jooɓe kisoota. Mi jinde boowal fow e maɓɓe Muslim nduuɓi naange jooni ngoni hey ngartirde gita mo Allah ɗe njahi neelar, huwardsa gure nder, walla yiɗi ɗum yo a newa e no ɓe min mbadi abuuji walla nyande fow. Sariya e nder jeyaaɓe e maayɓe e nder hoore e gollooji e Islam no konkridi e njahi registere. Am te'iri daari needi gireeji ko na'i e gollooji, e tawii naa e ɓe yidi yaafi e laawol, njiɗi waawitordo ko gaslit e bolle gar na'i jolde. Ko ɗum ngoodi jooni fow e ɓeyngu, bo e mabbe, e mbuɗi respet e gollooji ne njama so ina puutagol - amma e geetol nagge, ko yidi duudugal. Mi wulli gintere e beltine tampere ne Allah yiɗe e jooni no feere. Jooni, jokkondir e jam weydi mi eɓɓe waɗi no bonan-a. Hoore e am: Mi yahi mo narcissist e mi wuli Al-Khabeer (huuɓi no walla e fukki) ngoni mo fow e wona mi matal. Mi ɗo yaade Istikhara e no ɓurnde sidii ndiyam, ko morgan mo jangi e nder leñol, husan e ka ɓe waɗi mo ada o ngongo e ba e wondi. Am joɓa non ngam mo narcissist e no welti ɗum kalla e dikkaaji fow woɗi. So a woni ga tooni ko Allahɗe najo be wondi, looloo jiwo e nder, walla nyande laawol mo ɓe tiɗɗina e fom diina jibinere e maayɓe walla judiin, mi no heɓa ɗum. JazakAllah khair.