Hol to nani eñ wonanii e fii Islaam e am?
Assalamu alaykum on kam. Ɗum no yahri, baaba am yewi Islaam ngam heɓa debbo am, ammaa ɓaawo o haali ɗum o ɓuri huunde o ɗaɗɗi e mum. O waɗi no feere ɓurngal, ɗuum kadi waɗi mi haali ɗum e ɓural famuwol am ñaamɗe ɗiɗi. Ɗaw e ɗum, minoore am baaba am o haali ɗum nde njiɗ-ɗum mi yiɗi tawde mum. Debbo minoore am o daɗɗi am, ɗuum kadi sabu mi ƴiiƴi. Mi anndi Islaam njanngi ɗemɗe famuwol, o woni kadi laaɓtudo Islaam, sabu ɗuum ɗum waɗi mi ƴellitde ko o waɗi ɗuum. Mi caɗii ɗuum waɗi ɗuum saɗi. Mi no feere kuweeti, e nder suudu mi yiɗaade ɓaawo heɓa goɗɗo khaliji. Miɗo heɓi belɗo e kala ngam ɓural Islaam e khaliji ngam hono worɓe e famuwol. Ɗe ngalu worɓe britiiji ɗiɗi ɗe miɗo anndi ko ɗum alaa ɗam ngam am-miɗo tawɗaa ɗemɗe ngam eɓɓoore ɓurngal sakkitiinde nikah, ɓikkoyɓe ɓe ɗoon alaa worɓe, sooda suudu gooto adi tigi, walla no feewɗe ɗiɗi wonde e worɓe adi ko mari ɓe. Yimɓe wi'a mi yiylo goɗɗo britiiji, ammaa ɗuum woɗɗaako ɗam yiɗde ɓernde am. Mi yiɗa nikah e ɓural famuwol teewɗum, miɗo heɓi kadi belɗo ngam khaliji. Hol no feere ɗuum, mi alaa muslima, mi anndaa gorel am, mi alaa ɗemɗe famuwol walla jama'a e nder ɗum leydi. Sabu ɗuum miɗo ɓaditaa e ɓural maɓɓe e gorel am. No feewɗe ɗiɗi mi noddii diinaaji ɗi noddataa Goɗɗo. Aɗa e yahri diina yahuudi ortodoks, ɓaawo ɗum diina yehowa ngam sababaji no feere, joni miɗo njangu fii ko mi gɗɗii. Mi janngi tawa Alqur'aana e ɓaawo ɗum mi fuɗɗi janngude hadisi - sahaa ko ɗe shi'a. Miɗo heɓi belɗo ɓurnde ngam wonde e hoore muslim'en e wakkati goɗa miɗo nodda sukaaji suuɗɗi fii Islaam e ɗemngal, ko ɗum ɗiɗi. No feere ɓernde am wi'a ɓural demngal am ɓuri heewde so mi muslima, sahaa ngam yiylo worɗo. Ammaa mi yiɗaa heɓa shahada ngam heɓa worɗo - mi yiɗaa ɓurde ɗam gɗɗo nder ɓernde am. No woodi geɗe ɗi ɗiɗi ɗi noddataa am, ngam hono kawtal ɗe aisha (mi anndi ko wakkati ɗi ɗuum woɗɗi, ammaa... ɗuum kadi sabu mi yiylo hadisi shi'a), e kadi ciftal hūr e janna. Miɗo nodda kadi ɗuum ɓeydaade am ngam geɗe ɗe ɗiɗi, ngam hono waɗa salaaji jeego e ndeen, e ɗaɓɓita hijab so mi woni nder briti. E sabu baaba am, miɗo heɓi ɗuum ɗaɓɓugo am shahada joni. Ɗe ɓurngal wi'ɗe fii Islaam ɗuum ɗaɓɓi e maaɗa ɗe o waɗi, sabu ɗuum ɗum waɗi mi tawɗaade ɗum. Sabu ɗuum mi yiɗaa e tawo e muslim'en, sahaa ɓeen tuubɓe e ɓeen ɓe ɗon jeyaa e diiwal khaliji. Hol no mi janngin Islaam laaɓtuɗum alaa huunde waɗam tuubgol yaaju? Mi yiɗaa yimɓe wi'am “heɓ shahada maa” - mi yiɗaa anndude Islaam ko ɗum woni e ɓeydaade hol no mi gɗɗii nder ɓernde am.