I don’t know when or what went wrong. Before, things used to fall into place, and subhanAllah, I’d always see signs that Allah was looking after me. But now, it’s like every door is shut. I feel like my rizq is blocked and I’m being punished for all my mistakes. Sometimes the pain gets so bad that dark thoughts creep in. What can I do? It really feels like Allah has forgotten me, like He’s taking care of everyone except me.
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Your words brought tears to my eyes, because I’ve been there. But what snapped me out was realizing that a closed door often means Allah is protecting us from something worse. Pour your heart out in tahajjud, even if it’s just sobbing. He never sleeps, sister, and His timing is not our timing.
Allah tests those He loves, this pain is not a punishment. Ask for istighfar, not because you’re awful, but because it removes blockages. Join a halaqa if you can-community breaks the isolation these thoughts grow in. We’re here for you 🤍
Every soul is precious to Him, especially the broken one. Hold on.
Allah is with the patient ones, sis. Never give up hope.
Ameen to every du’a here 🤲
Ya Rabb, bring ease
La hawla wa la quwwata illa billah
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