Kindly make dua for me to leave a haram bond with peace and firmness

Assalamu alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh, dear brothers and sisters. I’m a young Muslim brother, and I’m struggling hard to walk away from a relationship that has become spiritually draining and mentally heavy on me. This is a woman from my past-we’ve tried separating before, but whenever we reconnect, it just gets tougher to let go. I’m deeply attached, and the pull between us is really intense. When I stay, I end up falling into acts that are clearly zina and haram, which feel temporarily satisfying but then leave me drowning in shame and guilt, far from the halal life I truly want for myself. Right now, we’re long-distance, but she’s planning to move closer to where I live soon, and I’m scared that if we meet in person, my self-control will crumble even more. I know how weak I get around her. The hardest part? Leaving doesn’t feel emotionally safe. Whenever I bring up parting ways, she gets extremely upset, says I’m a horrible person, compares me to everyone who’s abandoned her, and sometimes even threatens to harm herself. I don’t take those words lightly-I believe they need serious attention from her family, professionals, or anyone near her. But it makes me feel trapped, like I have to stay romantically available just to keep her alive. Her family seems to think I leave because I don’t care about her. That’s not true. I have real feelings for her, but this relationship is tearing apart my iman, my inner peace, and my ability to live honestly as a Muslim. She also has a huge hold on me emotionally-I’ve looked up to her for years, and her opinion can make me feel worthy or completely worthless. I know how unhealthy that is, but knowing it hasn’t made it simple to break away. Usually, I only manage to leave when some big disaster hits my own life and I become too numb to care, which makes me cold and hurtful in how I end things. I hate that. I don’t want another harsh breakup. I want to end this calmly, with strength, and without going back. I’m not asking anyone to badmouth her or say she’s evil-I think her pain is genuine. And I’m aware I’ve made things worse by returning again and again, restarting the intimacy, and acting like a partner when I couldn’t offer a stable future. So I’m humbly asking for your duas: may Allah grant me the courage, clarity, and willpower to leave this relationship for good, to resist zina, and to build a peaceful halal life long-term. Please pray that the ending is safe and dignified for both of us, that she gets support from people who can truly help her, and that I stop waiting for another calamity to give me the strength to do what I already know is right. Jazakum Allahu khairan. **Edit for clarity:** She is not a Muslim. Some might wonder why I don’t simply marry her. I got into this when I was younger, way less mature, and not very solid in my deen. Dating seemed normal in my surroundings back then, and I didn’t think deeply about what it would mean for my faith, marriage, or raising children. As I grew more committed to Islam, I realized this path doesn’t fit the life I want to follow. I regret starting it and going back to it. But I don’t think insulting her, pressuring her to convert, or marrying while ignoring our big religious differences would fix anything. She sincerely follows another faith, and I won’t ask her to fake being Muslim. Marriage isn’t a simple fix here-strong feelings don’t erase the reality that a shared future feels uncertain and maybe dishonest to both of us.