Is my worship off track if Jannah and Jahannam are my main motivation?
Salam alaikum, brothers and sisters. Lately I've been reflecting a lot and wanted to share what's on my mind. When I do good deeds and avoid sins just to reach Jannah, I feel like my focus is mostly on me, and Allah isn't really at the center. And when I avoid sins out of fear of Jahannam, it feels the same-still about me instead of about Him. It makes me wonder if this makes a person selfish or self-centered, or if it lowers our sincerity in Allah's eyes. Because I've heard that Allah created us to worship Him, not just to chase what benefits us. So living for Jannah and Jahannam kind of feels like maybe I'm missing the real point. But then again, Jannah and Jahannam are natural motivators-like a pull towards good and push away from evil-that Allah Himself put in place to keep us guided, right? I’ve been thinking maybe these are like stepping stones: once you truly let Jannah and Jahannam motivate you, the higher goal becomes focusing on pleasing Allah alone. Maybe it's not either this or that-Allah, Jannah, and Jahannam all work together in pushing us onto the straight path. But then I get confused because when I try to make worshiping Allah my main driver, thoughts of Jannah and fear of Jahannam still creep into my heart and mix everything up. Could this just be something that gets better with practice and time? Sorry if this sounds like overthinking-just some honest thoughts I had to get out. I’d really appreciate any advice from someone who understands this better. Jazakum Allahu khairan.