I lost my health suddenly and I need your duas, brothers and sisters

You don't realize how blessed you are until it's gone. I'd trade everything just to feel normal again, honestly. Please, keep up your prayers and be grateful your test is still light. I remember when my biggest struggle was just controlling my desires-now I miss those days. It feels like my life is finished. I'm barely in my twenties. I had it all: finished my degree, landed a great job, and found my soulmate. Right after we got engaged in February, this strange, chronic illness hit me out of nowhere. Now I can't even get out of bed. Doctors are clueless. At my nikah, I couldn't even walk from the pain I was in. The next day, I fainted from some antibiotic they gave me. Nothing helps. I kept myself pure-never touched a woman before marriage, stayed focused on my deen, studied hard in engineering. I did everything by the book. Now, there's constant intense pain and discomfort that makes even basic intimacy with my wife a trial. It started right before our wedding. I was perfectly healthy before. Over 40 doctors have seen me, and they just look at me like there's no hope. My prostate has been inflamed for a year. The medicines only made me sicker. I'm at the point of accepting this might be it. The infection spread further, and I'm just waiting for things to get worse, honestly. No one knows what bacteria this is-all tests show nothing, and I'm a virgin before marriage, so it's just bewildering. My job, which I worked so hard for, is losing patience with me. I have a bit of medical leave left, but after that, I don't know. I can't work through this pain, and I have a wife to care for now, right when our life together should be starting. Everyone needs to wake up and see how fragile life is. It can change in seconds. You hear about people getting serious issues from simple things-anything can happen, at any age. I'm a young guy telling you: your struggles are nothing compared to losing your health. This world is just an illusion, and we'll all meet death one day. Don't get lost in it. Every night, count the blessings Allah gave you so you don't end up like me or so many others who lost their health. Keep praying your test remains this manageable. I miss when my struggle was just my own desires. Now, for me, it seems over. I'm grateful for the time I had on this earth. It's truly beautiful. I miss traveling, seeing the world from above, hiking mountains. I miss the simple hope of what marriage would bring. Now my wife is more like my nurse, traumatized by all the hospital visits. It's all slipped away. Please make dua for me.