Did my repentance still count after what happened?
Salam everyone, I’m really shaken up and need your honest thoughts. I’ve been distant from my deen for a long time-hardly praying and doing a lot of things I’m not proud of. This morning, though, I woke up with a heavy heart and felt this intense need to return to Allah. I prayed Fajr and cried deeply, begging for forgiveness for everything. Later, my body was aching, so I looked for a massage place. When I got there, it was all women, and I tried to avoid any fitnah by asking for the oldest one. But halfway through, things went totally wrong-she removed my underwear, and I realized it was a place for haram services. I’m embarrassed to say I was tempted for a brief moment, but then I remembered Allah and stopped. I pushed her away, rushed out, and didn’t look back. I’m so confused: was this a test right after my du’a? Does my slip-up mean my morning repentance is ruined, or does the fact that I stopped and fled count for something? Jazakum Allahu khayran for any advice.